Jump to content
    Chatbox -
    Rome (29840) . Darman (29816) . Soluna (24662) . stormstopper (18212) . npklemm (16485) .

    You don't have permission to chat.
      Load More


    • Content count

    • Joined

    • Last visited

    • Days Won


    rocksaucesundae last won the day on October 9

    rocksaucesundae had the most liked content!

    About rocksaucesundae

    • Rank
    • Birthday 08/06/1986

    Profile Information

    • Gender


    • Favorite Team
      Washington St. Cougars

    Recent Profile Visitors

    1,430 profile views
    1. A month later, It hurts just as much as it did that night. People say it gets better with time, but I don't think it ever will, the pain will always be there, but how people cope changes. To some degree I don't want to continue on, because of the guilt, but I can not live in this moment forever. I sit here awaiting the second hardest day ever, her birthday. How in the fuck do I present her with her present now? 

      1. deathcpo


        lots of love your way man, hang in there. It DOES get better. 

    2. CFBHC Pick'em

      Thursday Night (4 Games) - 11/30/17 CFBHC Kickoff Game: Michigan State (0-0) vs Oklahoma (0-0) (Indianapolis, IN) ECU (0-0) vs Duke (0-0) (Charlotte, NC) Clemson (0-0) at SMU (0-0) Arkansas (0-0) at Maryland (0-0) Friday Night (5 Games) - 12/01/17 TCU (0-0) at USC (0-0) Ball State (0-0) at Toledo (0-0)* California (0-0) at Baylor (0-0) Iowa State (0-0) at Wisconsin (0-0) Ohio State (0-0) at Arizona State (0-0) Saturday Evening (5 Games) - 12/02/17 West Virginia (0-0) at Missouri (0-0) Alabama (0-0) at Michigan (0-0) Penn State (0-0) at Pittsburgh (0-0) Florida State (0-0) at Air Force (0-0) Nebraska (0-0) at UCF (0-0)
    3. You're forced to change your username...

      IrishTraveller My fiancee was an Irish traveller, ans since my world revolves around her..
    4. I am as lost as a turtle in a desert. I don't know what to do from here. The one person that helped me keep my sanity and kept me on the right path is gone, my soul mate, and the love of my life is gone, forever. How the fuck do I continue on? 

      1. Show previous comments  2 more
      2. rocksaucesundae


        To be clear, I am not going to take the easy way out. I am going to try to make her proud, and carry on with her. It is just a struggle right now. 


        If I had the money, I would travel, and if I was good with wood working, I would make shit, but alas I am not.

      3. rabidsnowman


        We all hurt for you and what you're going through.  It's clear that nothing any of us can say will make any of this even a little better.  There are things in this life that just have to hurt, and hurt is the only way through to the other side.  If it could help, I'd offer that the only reason it hurts so much when we lose the ones we love is because they were worth the pain.  I'd point out that if it had been you instead of her, think of what you would want the rest of her life to look like, and live that happiness for her.   But I know my words don't carry anything resembling what you really need.   All I can give are my condolences.  If I could buy you a drink, I would.


      4. taffyowner


        then attempt to get good at wood working... you only become good by practicing 

    5. Chad_Michael

      Bump for Isaac
    6. The days are slow, long, and painful. In some ways I want to be alone, in others I don't. Utter confusion, a lot of crying, and a lot of talking to Roxie, mixed in with a lot of booze. Those are my days now.

    7. Broken, just so fucking broken. 

      1. TazerMan


        I am here if you need to talk man

      2. Swipet


        We are all here for you bud.

      3. UBL
    8. For those of you who weren't around for the announcement but still want an update, my fiancee passed away this evening. Thank you all for reading the updates, and caring. This community is truly amazing.

      1. Show previous comments  1 more
      2. pumph


        Deepest sympathies from the CFBHC family.


        I hope your time spent here can provide you with a little distraction, and possibly laughter, in your time of loss.

      3. rocksaucesundae


        Thank you Taffy and pump. So far it has gotten me to chuckle and distract me a bit. I am thankful for that 

      4. gigemags11


        Extremely sorry to read this one. Been following your updates and been pulling hard for, or your fiancee. My deepest condolences and if you need anything pm away. 



    9. [2020] Bowl Games - Day #11

      Well, he is damn good at what he does.
    10. [2020] Bowl Games - Day #11

      Gg, it was a lot closer than I thought. I too thought you were going to blow me out.
    11. [2020] Bowl Games - Day #11

      Damn man... No chill.
    12. [2020] Bowl Games - Day #9

    13. So far this morning, she is stable and even though there is a small hole in her right lung, she is still able to use it. There is quite a bit less blood coming for the right lung, so that is good. Even though so much trauma has happened to her body over the past month, she continues to put up one hell of a fight.

    14. So, late yesterday afternoon, my fiancee's right lung collapsed, they hav her on a machine to help it recover, but only time will tell.It seems like every time we get good news, something worse happens shortly after.

    15. [2020] Bowl Challenge Cup

      San Jose State is going to ruin the MWC's perfect bowl record!