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    Jumanji

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    Jumanji last won the day on December 19 2016

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    About Jumanji

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      49ers Hype Man
    • Birthday 10/23/1988

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    1. Jumanji

      Introducing the Community Administrator

      Jumbo is the perfect choice for this position. I'm positive that he'll do a great job.
    2. This seems like an excellent addition to the site and I'm now actually looking forward to seeing some trades made.
    3. They're 3-4 defensive ends so they line up on the interior, with pass-rushing linebackers on the edges.
    4. Jumanji

      [2022] Scout Contracts

      San Francisco 49ers @HughFreeze$$ 1 year
    5. San Francisco, CA -- Today, the San Francisco 49ers are pleased to introduce @HughFreeze$$ as the organization's Head Scout. Freeze will be responsible for preparing for the upcoming NFLHC Draft. The Mississippi native comes with a strong recommendation from 49ers Head Coach @Duncan345. We are delighted to add him to our front office and look forward to seeing what the future holds.
    6. His rookie salary was $5.5 million so it should be +15%
    7. FS Prince McGill 6-2 206 3 Florida [Man Coverage] [0] 87 - Accepted $5.175 million
    8. If everyone else is going to do this, I might as well jump in too. I have a lot of days where I really struggle to get out of bed. Some of them, I just don’t. It’s become much worse since I got married last October. No, it isn’t because I’m in an unhappy marriage. I think it’s actually the opposite. I’ve always struggled with the idea of doing things. I’m not talking about laziness. What I’m talking about is fear. Damn I’m a pussy. I fear failure. I fear success. I fear trying anything new or different. That probably sounds stupid but it’s become very overwhelming for me over the last three to four years and it really grew into this suffocating feeling that I’m not sure how to overcome. I obviously knew when I would be graduating for a while. Graduating meant finding a job, and finding a job was the thing I feared most. As that “deadline” drew closer and closer, these feelings began to snowball. Then I got married in October. It was super great and easily the best day of my life. A few weeks passed and I started to let the bad thoughts in. You know, I was hitting myself with the “you don’t deserve her” or the “she’s going to realize how worthless you are soon.” Good stuff. At this point, I was a month away from graduating and things in my head were getting really ugly. The funny thing is that I’m talking about my graduation day like it’s some real deadline, when I’m supposed to be lining a job up well in advance. Spoiler: I wasn’t. The day came and I walked up on the stage and was handed a diploma and I felt shitty the entire time because I didn’t have a good husband to hand to my wife. Then the really bad days came. There was about a two month period where I didn’t feel like a person. It was like everyday we just a formality. I lost my desire to do just about anything. My interests suddenly weren’t interesting to me anymore. LC would go to work and I would just lay in bed the entire time. It might sound like fun, but alone time didn’t do me any favors. I ended up just spending 8 hours berating myself on repeat. When LC would get off work, I’d get up, take a shower, and try to come up with a list of things to say I did that day. In retrospect, I’m pretty sure spending time alone with my thoughts so often is what made me feel locked into this cycle for so long. In the end, the worst part about the entire thing is that my wife has to go through it. Typing that sentence hurts because it reminds me of just how much she’s had to put up with. She’s been nothing but supportive of me throughout everything and I know that she can see through every “I’m fine”. We’ve talked about it a few times, but it’s mainly been through written notes because I have trouble talking about it out loud. Honestly, I know that this probably reads like garbage. There are a lot of other people in this thread and on this site with real, tangible problems. Mine are self-inflicted and all in my head. Still, typing this up was difficult for me. Sorry about the length. Oh and if you’re curious, this played a big role in me stepping away from this place for a bit. I realized that my issues were affecting the way I treated people so I’d like to apologize to anyone that had to deal with that.
    9. Daleroy Smart - Always among the top ILBs along with 4 All-Pros, 4 Pro Bowls, and a Super Bowl win. He's also been Mr Reliable and has missed just one game in six years.
    10. Jumanji

      An Open Letter to CFBHC

      What exactly is a warning point? The fact that you felt the need to apologize for this says a lot about your character. It wasn't long ago that Soluna was actually called out for abusive behavior. Now that he's working on issues of his own, it's hard to imagine he'd hold a grudge against you for whatever happened. Nobody is perfect. I wouldn't sweat it too much.
    11. Jumanji

      San Francisco Examiner

      Its Good! Comer's 4th quarter field goal leads 49ers to second straight victory
    12. Jumanji

      2010s All-Decade CFBHC Team Nominations

      Boston College: Alex Leshoure
    13. Jumanji

      San Francisco Examiner

      Signs of Life 4th Quarter rally propels 49ers passed Seahawks
    14. TheSam - Jerry Rambo Darman - Harold Simmons
    15. Jumanji

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      Arizona, Pac-12
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